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Brand New Me!

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Hi everyone! This is my 1st post of the New Year, the new decade! I know I haven't been very consistent with posting. However, that is all done change this year!  A lot has happened since the last time I made a post. I couldn't get myself to be able to make post because of the depressive state that I had gotten into.  I have gotten so that I had allowed myself to focus on how I thought others perceive to me. I almost didn't complete my semester well. However, I went to my school's counselor and I realize that I have a whole lot more to be proud about.  I ended up putting my focus back on myself and all my work and I actually ended up the semester with them higher GPA and making it on to the Dean's list with honors. I was very proud of myself when I saw this at the end of the semester. I realized that it doesn't matter how people feel about me that are at school. I have people I have family at home that truly care about me and are trying to make a way for me to b
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The Things I've Learned

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Hello, I know it's been a few weeks. I've been having a rough time with dealing with things. I have been in a depressive state where other than being forced to do, like my work or go to class, I could barely even function. A couple years ago, I was diagnosed with depression and recently, I was diagnosed with both depression and anxiety. So, the last couple weeks have not been the easiest. However, I am grateful for the last couple weeks. They have helped me to see and realize some things that I would not have been able to see on my own. About a year ago, I transferred to a school and I met people that I thought where good genuine, people. The reason that I joined this group was because I had met some of the people and they started telling me about it. I thought it would be a cool to hang out with them and have a group I  could be a part of. We were hanging out in the lounge of my building playing cards when we weren't at the organization’s activities and we would alwa
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The Ulitimate DIY Project

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There are many types of people in the world. Some people are outspoken, some are artsy, and others are always happy. Me, I'm a quiet introvert. Nothing's wrong with being an introvert, unless you're like me. I am so quiet that I have been made fun of, disrespected, and even overlooked. I am so lonely that I spend time with people that could care less if I'm even around or that try to control me. I thought back over my life and realized that I didn't even love myself. Even though I'm in college currently, I realize that I'm just drifting through life not really caring about much of anything😔. I'm really not happy with my life; but I've made a decision. I can either continue to live life the same way or I can change myself to become the person that I've always wanted to be. I've decided to make that change.  I have a few goals: 1) I want to learn to speak up for myself and stop caring about what others think about me. 2) I want to be h
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