The Ulitimate DIY Project

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There are many types of people in the world. Some people are outspoken, some are artsy, and others are always happy. Me, I'm a quiet introvert. Nothing's wrong with being an introvert, unless you're like me. I am so quiet that I have been made fun of, disrespected, and even overlooked. I am so lonely that I spend time with people that could care less if I'm even around or that try to control me. I thought back over my life and realized that I didn't even love myself. Even though I'm in college currently, I realize that I'm just drifting through life not really caring about much of anything😔.

I'm really not happy with my life; but I've made a decision. I can either continue to live life the same way or I can change myself to become the person that I've always wanted to be. I've decided to make that change. 

I have a few goals: 1) I want to learn to speak up for myself and stop caring about what others think about me. 2) I want to be healthier and even lose some weight. 3) I want to raise my GPA to a 4.0. I'm at a 3.4 now so I'm not a bad student by any means😊. 4) Finally, I want to do things that bring me joy and not just so people will like me. I know that if I set daily goals and complete them, I'll be a new person in no time. I will be updating about my progress. Perhaps, my posting this will help people who are like me. Maybe it will help them to break the negative cycle in their lives and be free. I have always loved DIY projects and this will be my greatest project yet 😊!

Quote for the day:
(from liveyourimpossible from instagram.
https://instagram.com/liveyourimpossible?igshid=4ax735lxxtvs)




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